Or "Things that you shouldn't think for a reason."
Sometimes I get very weird thoguhts in my head. When I was a kid and I used to stand in the block of flats behind my home, looking out over scenary of factories, power plants and spaghettit like roads, while chatting with friends. I often wondered "what it would be like to just fall?"
Not because live was hard and I wanted to kill myself. Not because my friends conversations were bad. But just I could experience it.
Sometimes when on public transport, or when out I think to myself "what would happen if I just hit this person?" Its always with different objects, sometimes it could be a slap on the head, sometimes it could be as severe as an hammer or axe.
Now I dont think this as I want to harm people, but I just wonder what the different reactions would be to different situations. I mean would someone think they were losing if if they felt a slap on there head and everyone was sitting normally?
Lately Ive been thinking about "what would happen if I stepped of a rollercoaster?" I mean that is impossible, and similar to the falling one its not because I want to hurt myself. But what would the reactions be of people around me? Just to see someone stepping off the ride as it makes its start down the first big decline. A whole mixture of screaming because of fear, shock and for the people that hadnt noticed, excitement.
Sometimes I think...
What would happen if you told people you didnt know the strange thoughts in your head?
