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The Ideas

by moirob @ 02/11/2006 - 11:40:51

Or "Things that you shouldn't think for a reason."

Sometimes I get very weird thoguhts in my head. When I was a kid and I used to stand in the block of flats behind my home, looking out over scenary of factories, power plants and spaghettit like roads, while chatting with friends. I often wondered "what it would be like to just fall?"
Not because live was hard and I wanted to kill myself. Not because my friends conversations were bad. But just I could experience it.

Sometimes when on public transport, or when out I think to myself "what would happen if I just hit this person?" Its always with different objects, sometimes it could be a slap on the head, sometimes it could be as severe as an hammer or axe.
Now I dont think this as I want to harm people, but I just wonder what the different reactions would be to different situations. I mean would someone think they were losing if if they felt a slap on there head and everyone was sitting normally?

Lately Ive been thinking about "what would happen if I stepped of a rollercoaster?" I mean that is impossible, and similar to the falling one its not because I want to hurt myself. But what would the reactions be of people around me? Just to see someone stepping off the ride as it makes its start down the first big decline. A whole mixture of screaming because of fear, shock and for the people that hadnt noticed, excitement.

Sometimes I think...
What would happen if you told people you didnt know the strange thoughts in your head?


 
 

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i usually just think 'what would happen if i just left'
if i just went somewhere by myself to get away and didn't tell anyone

You couldnt cheat and take your phone.

Any ideas to how long youd go away for?

What would you do to prevent search parties being sent out for you?

well i mean go for good, start over new where no one knows me.

i'd leave a note of course

And to tell no one at all about your plans?

Have you thoguht abotu what youd write in teh note?

i'd write

'see you later, aligator'

AbileneAbilene pro
02/11/06 @ 11:57

I sometimes wonder 'What would happen if people really, REALLY, knew all of my past'

Then I wonder 'Would it really be so bad if they couldn't handle it?'

So you dont think people would be able to handle it?

[Visitor]

02/11/06 @ 12:03

God, I get those weird thoughts all the time....don't you worry. In fact, I think everyone gets them - although some wouldn't admit it I'm sure.

Its good to know other people get similar thoughts.

I never worry about them. After I think about this thought I think of how lucky I am to not be in teh kind of situation to do these just to hurt people.

But often think, will there ever be a time when I no longer just have thoguhts and what kind of think would make me take these actions?

[Visitor]

02/11/06 @ 12:14

I sometimes think what is the point.

I used to have that one quite a bit. But not so more now.

EmsbabeeEmsbabee pro
02/11/06 @ 12:21

It probably has something to do with the amount of cartoons you watched as a kid. I always used to actually think that you could run on thin air, as long as you didn't realise you were doing it. Maybe after years of watching characters fall of cliffs and whacking each other with frying pans, you want to have a go yourself? It's just a theory though

Thats one good point, my favourite 'toon was always Wile E Coyote, he was often falling, being hit and shooting off in rockets. Good point.
Although he did it for food, so is there a way you can substiute him doing for food, for me doing it for reaction of society?

EmsbabeeEmsbabee pro
02/11/06 @ 12:51

Well, I'm assuming you have enough food, so you need to satisfy your other needs, like freaking people out on the bus

Very good attempt, although I think you did better with your cartoon comparison.

Have you thought about being a shrink, or perhaps a dream interpreter for a teenagers magazine?

EmsbabeeEmsbabee pro
07/11/06 @ 10:18

I'd like to be an agony aunt for a teenage magazine

Maybe you could write to Jimmand see if he will fix it for you.

EmsbabeeEmsbabee pro
07/11/06 @ 13:03

And maybe he could also fix it for you to hit somebody with a frying pan? Then we'd both be happy as Larry

Unless you start getting letters saying

"Dear Aunt Babee.

Some guy keeps whacking me over the head with a frying pan. I try to stop him but he says "Jimmy says I can hit you. I have a letter. See?" ::WHACK::

What can I do?

Love from
John"

EmsbabeeEmsbabee pro
07/11/06 @ 14:16

"Dear John,
Might I suggest that in future, you act out these strange urges on a younger sibling, elderly relative or household pet.

Yours, Aunty Babee"

sweetymonsweetymon [Member]
02/11/06 @ 20:00

I get those weird thoughts sometimes too, especially when I'm bored or stressed out! If you told people you didnt know the strange thoughts in your head they'd probably run :))

Im sure if you wanted to keep the space next to you free on a bus/train then your crazy thoughts may come in handy though :) haha

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